The feeling I'm feeling today was a bit weird. Was it cox of the confession I made yesterday? What was I thinking about it? But if she insist to be just friends, I won't force for what I want. Forcing a relationship will not cause happiness. I truly understand this term. If we force one another, quarrels will make it worst. All I need to do now is give her some time. As long I see her happy, that's good enough for me. What I did last time to her, I felt guilty. Making myself to ignore her sometimes already made me felt heart sick. Changing my way of talking to her to make her more mad at me so that I won't think so much was just the most stupid thing to do. There is no turning back time. Time only runs forward. Waiting is what I'll do now.
