Why my head are full of thoughts? What is it that I have to think so much? I've did what I supposed. I thought after confessing that I love her will then recover my emotions? Am I afraid of losing this chance or what? I should relax & give her more time rite? Why do I keep thinking I'm not suitable for her? Argh!!!! I'm feel like wanna explode!!! My heart was aching since this morning. Confessed last Friday. Dreamt about it this morning. The only dream that I can't forget. There so many other happy dreams but how come this dream I can remember in detail? Every single words she said, every action, every scene. I don't feel like going to sleep. I don't wanna close my eyes. Afraid things might change when I wake up. Have I lost my mind? I wish I knew what were she thinking now? I wish the truth will not be that bad... As what all my friend said, "Future is Not What You Predict but What You Decide". Have patience Nic...
