Went for a Church's Sports Duty yesterday. Had quite a lot of fun meeting new people & working along side with a doctor from HKL & my team mates VAD. I can never feel sad when working with them. Should I change to a paramedic course? Sometime I don't feel like belong to hoteliers. I felt like I have more interest in paramedic. Unfortunately my parents disagree with me about paramedic course. Making a lie about having interest in Hotel Management was 1 of the most regretful lie I made. But what can I do now? I can't stop halfway throughout the course. There should be more than 10,000 my parents paid for me. But my interest is not there? Due to this, I've seldom visit the place I suppose to. I've been doing a lot of own interest thing these days. If I can learn to say "NO" to something or anyone which I really really wanna stop whatever I'm doing. But the word "NO" doesn't seems to be spoken. Life is full of so many choice. Somehow I should have learnt my friends who worked part time after Form 5. Some of them have been working till now & got more savings than me. Which of the day I can say "bill on me"? All the time I have to borrow money from people. Influence by people by going places. What to do Nic, what to do??? Better do something Nic!!! It's time to be a bad person Nic... It's about time....
