Monday, March 29, 2010

Accepting the Working Reality

Taking mc doesn't shows that I'm happy cox dun have to go training. It made me feel lazy & feeling more sick. It's been since last Wednesday i took mc & absent till today. Some people just keep saying, "Nick, u looked ok. Y din go work?". I feel so lazy to explain cox I noe explaining means giving reasons. I believe everyone in this world is selfish or shall I say, stubborn. They seldom accept reasons such as "vry sick, family prob, etc." They will just say work is work. No excuse, no compromise. Fine! In that case, I have nothing to say. Mus y ask the doctors dun provide any patient mc. I've had enough of this. I'm going back tomorrow & see the HR manager. No matter how, late or early, things has to be solve. Preventing is the most coward thing to do. Accept all the consequences. Feeling sad is 1 thing but I have to keep in mind that this is working reality. Nothing can change it. I've made my mom worried, my dad, my close friends, my lecturers & people around me. Now my entire body feeling week. I never say I want to be sick & i din say I like to be sick. If everything out of control... Well.. Let's see wat happens tomorrow.