After so long of stress, finally here comes the last paper of my semester 4 examination. Still have 30 minutes to go. I'm wondering how come I'm so relax whereby others are so stress. Have I not taken this exam seriously? Am I giving up hope in all my efforts? Really hate when a person says I'm not doing revision coz I'm smart. I don't take in as a compliment but I just don't like it. Anyway, I just don't wanna stress myself last minute. It never goes into my brain even though I put 200% concentration on it.
5 days to go before I start my very 1st training in the hotel industry. So many things have to do. Shifting place of stay, packing luggage, buying daily use items & other than that, there are some personal stuff I have to take care & make it clear before I'm leaving for my internship. If I could just let it go for just this 5 months. Memories are suppose to left behind but no matter I'm happy or not, it remains in my mind. If there's a feeling of hate, why bother still putting it in your mind? It's another stupid thing I'm doing all over again. What goes around comes around. time is running, day is expiring, emotions are wasting my time. But what can I do? Should I be selfish, ignorance, hateful, bad or whatever you think it is bad enough for me to be bad? Seriously, IDK.