After so many weeks of training, now I got sick. It always happen twice a year as if like fixed. Coughing, soar throat, fever, flu & others you name it. Of course it's not H1N1. Took 2 days mc & gonna go back to training on Sunday. Wonder why when I feel sick, I don't feel like living. Whole day just lie down on the bed is like a person going to see the end of the world. It's so suffering. Lying down, watching the clock ticks while waiting for the right time to eat.. hmmm... 5 types of medicine with 2 tablets each. How nice is it? & today my nose keep bleeding. Sigh... All these really made me think as if I'm seeing the last of this world. But I don't think it is. Lol... Whole day's been eating plain porridges. It is so plain until now I have no more appetite for food. Even if there is 1 plate of my favourite tiramisu, it will not tempt me. ARGH! Stupid sick. If only there is just 1 pill that can just reduce my pain. If tomorrow continues to be like this, I don't feel like living. Sigh...
