I don't want to say this but I can't take it anymore. There is just 1 staff that keep ordering me to do stuff where as she could have do it cox she got nothing to do. Why she keep going to the bar for? Why can't she do the things she wanted to me to do? I was refilling the coffee & tea jug & yet she say why I'm so slow that the table setting is not done yet. Can't she just do it rather than blaming on me? I just want to get out of here asap. I was wrong about kitchen. The kitchen once I said was a hell but then this is worst than the hell. All of the chef keep asking me to go back kitchen to help out. They seemed to be having trouble teaching the new trainees in their live station. Well, can't say I'm the best. Probably cox I was there for 2 months already & they think I could manage every live station. They keep asking me to come back after graduate. Gotta need more time to think about it. I still left a total of 8 working days in F&B excluded my public holidays & off days. Which means another total of 64 hours to go then I'm off to housekeeping. Wonder how's housekeeping life. Will it be better than F&B? Wondering...
It's been 2 & 1/2 months I did not keep contact with friends of my semester. Wonder how are they now. Are they enjoying or having the same fate as me? Can't wait to go back to college. It makes me feel more fun than training. Now I finally understand my parents told me about better study while you still got time. It's is more fun than working eventhough we are stress about our assignments & exams. I can't say I hate this training but all I can comment is I never feel happy before. Even I got highly praise by the Head Chef & the assistant manager of F&B. I don't feel the fun working there. Sometimes dirty jokes does not even makes me feel any better. I feel like they are all lame jokes. Have I forgotten how to appreciate dirty jokes? I used to have fun talking about it with my best friend during secondary. But of course, life has to move on. I can't turn back the time already. My wish for today is I wish I will never grow up & stay back at secondary life. It really affects me a lot. I can never forget about that life. I keep browsing through the photo taken during secondary whenever I'm free. All were full of memory. While at the same time I'm listening to the song "Graduation" sang by vitamin C. Damn emotional now. These are the memories. These are history. But most importantly, these are my FRIENDS. Friends whom I can really rely on at all time. If there are any reunion, I'm definitely in! Take my words. Sigh... Gotta go now to bed & get ready for the next day. You know, the same routine. Getting sick & bored...
It's been 2 & 1/2 months I did not keep contact with friends of my semester. Wonder how are they now. Are they enjoying or having the same fate as me? Can't wait to go back to college. It makes me feel more fun than training. Now I finally understand my parents told me about better study while you still got time. It's is more fun than working eventhough we are stress about our assignments & exams. I can't say I hate this training but all I can comment is I never feel happy before. Even I got highly praise by the Head Chef & the assistant manager of F&B. I don't feel the fun working there. Sometimes dirty jokes does not even makes me feel any better. I feel like they are all lame jokes. Have I forgotten how to appreciate dirty jokes? I used to have fun talking about it with my best friend during secondary. But of course, life has to move on. I can't turn back the time already. My wish for today is I wish I will never grow up & stay back at secondary life. It really affects me a lot. I can never forget about that life. I keep browsing through the photo taken during secondary whenever I'm free. All were full of memory. While at the same time I'm listening to the song "Graduation" sang by vitamin C. Damn emotional now. These are the memories. These are history. But most importantly, these are my FRIENDS. Friends whom I can really rely on at all time. If there are any reunion, I'm definitely in! Take my words. Sigh... Gotta go now to bed & get ready for the next day. You know, the same routine. Getting sick & bored...
