Too many long hours of work. Finally I can have a good rest today. But now I'm not used to sleep till 10. Just feel very weird. Guess I'm used to wake up at 7.30 everyday already. Finally I could come back and accompany her but just time passes too fast. Working time is just like a tortoise trying to cross the road. I really enjoy my time in the kitchen. It is much more things to do compare to service. I hate the service routine. But now the most I worry is my appraiser. Last Tuesday just happened a case where could say it's part of my fault or maybe not. I was busy with my own guest but the hostess guided a guest to a table & pass me the coffee order. I told her that I was busy but she just walk away. I was wondering why can't she just pass the order to the bar while on her way out to the entrance? I'm being just too kind to help her make the order at the bar. Just in a split second after putting the order, another staff asked me to clear the table which the guest had left. It just too great that all 3 table left at the same time. For your information the 3 table's guest are not related but don't know why they left together. I have to do the plates clearing, cutleries, glasswares, decrumbing & set back the settings. After that I wanted follow up the order I fired at the bar but then I was told to do another thing by the manager. He did not even gave me a chance to explain what I wanted to do that time & just say do it before do your thing then he left. I got so pissed & unfortunately I totally forgot about the coffee order. The guest went to the bar & complaint. He apologized to the guest. It was just not that simple the guest would let go. Then the guest went to complain at the Front Desk. Just imagine a coffee order was placed & did not served but the matters went to the GM of the hotel. The next day, F&B manager was pissed, he made the assistant manager pissed, & then he come to me & shoot all out. Now I look at the lady hostess & I'm pissed too. Just for this issue, I'm famous in the hotel. Everyone in the hotel is marking at me everyday. I don't feel like going to work but this is training. I can't be a coward just because of this I give up the training. Whatever my appraiser will be, fail means fail. If I pass, then consider I was given a chance to correct myself. One of my friend told me just be nice to the GM or maybe treat him some stuff which could just make him let me go. All I can say is I'm not this type of person anymore. I don't pay to buy back my success. I pay to work hard to get my success. Simple to say, I'm not gonna bribe even just a cent or whatever word that suits what I wanted to say. I knew I did it before when I was in primary where I brought my gameboy to school & was found out by my friend. I was just too afraid that he'll tell the teacher so I just treat him. Once you started doing this, he'll never let you go. He'll make you the source of his money. That's why I'm broke most of the time in primary. Imagine RM2 a day but have to treat him a special nasi lemak which costs me RM2. Well, this has pass & was a big lesson to me. Not gonna repeat the same mistake again. Never!
