Dear readers, you must be wondering how come so long I did not post anything here. Can say I'm a bit busy but in actual fact I have nothing to share until recently. I've asked about the degree programme & was so exciting feeling wanting to go. Went to discuss with my parents & they say my interest doesn't seems to be there. Is it true? All along they see me having more interest on hands-on job rather than management. They ask me this question,'should I waste the money to study something I have no interest in?'. I don't know how my future wants to be. How I want to move on. Even if I can get enough points to reduce 1 year of degree, they can't even support me. If they can, what about my bro & sis? Can they still support them then?
Hotel training or in other words, working in a hotel now is not my cup of tea anymore. I don't seems to have interest in hotel life. Have I chosen the wrong course to study? Making me no mood day by day. Even after work where I have all my time with friends, my mood is isn't there. Just this morning I had a mind set of skipping my training. A feeling of giving up the training. Sigh... Just 1 more month. If someone can just talk me out from it. Someone who can really talk & know me rather than mocking me all the time.
Coming back home is it what I want? All the time I come back, they have their own stuff & I have my own. What is the difference when I stay out? This is the reason why before I go for training, I always come back so late. I just don't know what I'm living for?
Hotel training or in other words, working in a hotel now is not my cup of tea anymore. I don't seems to have interest in hotel life. Have I chosen the wrong course to study? Making me no mood day by day. Even after work where I have all my time with friends, my mood is isn't there. Just this morning I had a mind set of skipping my training. A feeling of giving up the training. Sigh... Just 1 more month. If someone can just talk me out from it. Someone who can really talk & know me rather than mocking me all the time.
Coming back home is it what I want? All the time I come back, they have their own stuff & I have my own. What is the difference when I stay out? This is the reason why before I go for training, I always come back so late. I just don't know what I'm living for?
