It can't be.....

Have I been worried lately?? Over reacted?? Too protected?? There were once people told me that a boy & a girl who has the most common characteristic will not be together easily. Even if they were together for a period of time, there will sure be problems coming into our relationship. Some of them told me that my relationship wont be long. I never trusted them & tell them that I'll challenge what they say are all false. However, they were not all wrong. Not to say I've lose it but I just don't know if it will be something soon to come. Felt like as if a tsunami will wash away all my feelings deep from my heart. Sometimes to express that I'm worry, I afraid I may disturbed her from bed, from socializing with other friends, from doing her outside activities with her seniors. Is it wrong to get worry?! Why can't a simple message telling me what were you doing? An activity was said to be just an event in the morning but then till evening there were no news. I magine a period time of 3 movies which I've watched while waiting for a message. After the movie, I wanted to send her a message but I feel afraid that she'll say I'm annoying. This is what happened to me the day before when I asked her why so late? She scolded me & said it was very annoying. From then, my heart just like a rock grew inside it causing all blood stop flowing. Is there a cure to remove the rock away? Can I put faith in myself again to restore the heart? Can I please stop this tears from flowing out everytime I experience this? All I need is just faith to challenge myself that my friends were wrong about what they said from the beginning. They can't be right. It.. can't.. be........