Things are sorting out the right way as time goes by. It was just yesterday we had a talk. Though there were a lot of quarrel in between but I guess it could be a way of getting to know each other better. Like a friend I knew in a social network where he says life is full of ups & downs. Even if the bridge are block by the tree logs, there must be a way to get over it to cross that bridge. Nothing is impossible if we just give some faith in ourselve to sort things out.
Today I went through my life better compared to few days ago. Probably because there were things in my heart which I did not able to express out which causes that rock to be there in my heart. Some of my friends & even my mom had told me some experience about my problems. It is not hard to settle if we just make a simple move, which is 'open your mouth & say it out'. All these time I have been keeping things in my heart for so long. Some asked me why do I get emo most of the time? All I told them was just my expression that shows I'm being emo. Doesn't mean I'm being emo that time. Well, it'll be difficult to see my happy face most of the time but who knows if I would change in future? You may not see me happy today but tomorrow I night be a different person. Sigh... What a LIFE...
As for tomorrow, it's my 20th birthday. Still wondering how I'm gonna manage my whole day. Is it follow my entire 2 weeks life style? Wake up in the morning about 6.25am. Fetch bro & cousin sis to school. Come back sleep till 11.20am. Then bath go fetch bro from school & sis to school. Come back & watch movies. These are the things I do everyday non-stop. Can't complain anyways. Can I change my birthday's day lifestyle?
What would I like to do during my day? Hmmm... Waking up early in the morning without being wake by the annoying alarm clock. Going downstair & have a GREAT breakfast from mom. Afternoon can spend time with my girlfriend going for movies or even cycling (my best interest). Dinner with her or friends. Then come back late in the middle of the night seeing birthday presents full on top of my study table. Well.. I have to tell myself this "Nick, stop dreaming..." Sigh.... Hope I'll get the best birthday celebration tomorrow. Hopefully... What I want for my birthday presents??? Haha!!! Don't even think about it. I'm not exposing it here. For me, I prefer surprises. Let's see what sort of surprise I might have tomorrow. :-)
