Just woke up in the morning & saw a message from my friend. It was stated "just want everyday be beside him". It made me think back of my relationship. I can't even recall if I heard this myself from her. Cause she never said it! I feel sad at times when I say my love out to her but she never. I don't know why & when I asked, she'll say 10 years later. Why is it have to be 10 yrs later? Is it stated in a relationship law? Is there someting else that makes her wanted to say it 10 years later? Or am I not performed enough? Where does the problems occured? Should she be like this or should she not be like this? Wondering~~~~
For now I'm having soar throat. Sigh~~~ Just 1 more day before college starts & I'm getting sick. Can I be more healthy? Sigh~~~
